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crazy again

2011-03-02T02:12:00.000-08:00

making me insane
making me so fly
your the apple of my eye
wishing that you and me
will be alright

you being a playah
will never gall in love
is it real true for i
know im gonna make you
love me too

la vida es una locura
and im crazy for you
cmon i know you feel
the same way too

crazy

2011-03-02T02:09:00.000-08:00

you are unexpected gift
you came by unexpectedly
but then again for sure
your just gonna walk on by

loving you was crazy
making me insane
going crazy every time
your on my mind

crazy in love as they say
but motherfuccin shit
i never want this for
we never meant to be

pag sure

2010-10-26T20:32:00.000-07:00

hoy!inday! ayaw pang gamit ug ngalan sa imong mama kay wa ko nahadlok kay kabalo ko na wala koy gibuhat na daotan...basing ikaw ra dira...forcing your self to him even if he disgust you so much...di ka ma ulaw maskin uyab pa mo nanguyab ka ug lain wui day!tuon sad ug kaulaw wui...naa pa kay gihimo nga sugar daddy!hala pag sure ha!if u want war then ill give you a fuckin war that you will surely regret that you picked a fight with me..u just know me by name but you never know how mean i can be...kung gusto ka mo hamag sa ako...bisita diri sa personal ayaw ko ipama-agi sa txt...your to coward picking a fight over the phone...kaila ka ug kapoy kaau tuplok sa keypad...mas nindot mna gud kung sa personal aron diretso bha...in this war the last laugh will be mine...remember that...

hello

2010-10-18T09:01:00.001-07:00

wa maka haller dugay naa kaau ko wala ka post bha...as in ever since atong akong last post karon pa na sundan...ma shock..hahahha...cge lng ill try to post often...pra ma update..maskin wla kaau naga basa sa akong blog...pero aus lang ghapon...ahahha...para pud naa koy lingaw...

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2010-02-23T09:33:00.000-08:00

would i ever forgave you if you did it?
the other fool meant nothing to me and now
i pay for what i did
honey im sorry i wish that i could change the past
please stop thinking that im gonna do it again
this time i promise i wont be tempted anymore

i know what goes threw your mind when you look at me
you think im just playing games
i dont want you to think that it was just a game
what i did was wrong but my love for you was true

sorry is not enough of what i did wrong
crying and dying is all i think about
when the pain is so strong and cant hold on
all i can think about is you just to make me strong

people say that im not worth it that you were a fool
in taking me back i feel so bad and im working on forgetting it
the times i cried for missing him, for the thought
that he was the one for me now i see that he wasnt
half of what you are but im down for whatever you decide

you got your reasons why you cant trust me
all im asking is for you love me
i know i caused you pain, i was foolish not
seeing your love for me, but now it might be to
late, it looks like you already made up your mind

guess that's the reason why you wont picking up
your with somebody new that you get you smiling
i think of you being with her that's the way we used to be
now what i am to do but sit and wait that maybe
someday you'll change your mind, until then i wont bother you anymore

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2010-02-23T09:29:00.000-08:00

you got caught in the act and you couldn't deny it
you cant even look at me in the face and tell me why you did it
you cheated once before and i forgave you without thinking
but you act like you don't care and walk away for no reason

i wish that i could just let you go this easy
lying to myself that you'll never gonna miss me
every time i see you walking by i get a a thrill
but you don't notice me

i need some who understands me and
understand how hard life is, other guys come around
but my love for you is forever true, they may
had me one night but i'm yours for life

skate board lesson

2010-02-09T10:27:00.000-08:00

i never had experience skateboarding before...but i wanna try it..since i already tried skim boarding...but i never imagined that i would be able to learn skate board...wew..ganito kasi yun last saturday my friends and i went to the city park, trying to caught u with life...making chikka2x and all...until we noticed a familiar face from a far..at yun..boyfriend ng kaibigan ko with his skateboard friends..and we went over sa kanila and i was staring the skateboard that it would melt,na notice naman ng bf ng kaibigan ko and he offered me a free lesson..wee...yehey...at first it was scary kasi baka ma dulas ako or something..but my teacher assured me that it would be ok kasi naman his there to catch if i fall..kaya yun...i tried it, since im a fast learner yun natoto na rin akong mag kick...ahehe...at hindi ko namalayan na 4am na ng umga...akala ko nga pag-uwi ko papagalitan ako ng kuya ko, pero hindi naman pala...gusto ko pa mag skates kaya lang ang mahal pala ng skateboard..aheh...but at least alam ko na paano mag skate board..weee.....

broken?

2010-02-03T09:20:00.000-08:00

i have been online for 5 hours..and the only topic that is been circulating round and round is how people got hurt and how their special romantic partner broke their heart..i too have been broken several times...but still i manage to stand up and be strong...love is in my last list for now...kaya lang it cant be help to fall...but then again here i go again to fall for the wrong guy?what to fall?hmmm....did i really fall for him?oh well...just awhile ago he revealed that he has this special someone but not the romantic kind...he has this feeling for her but he can't say it to her for he is afraid of the risk....their friendship...cmon really do i really have to be affected of what he said...his just a new friend whom i met in a chat room..and his on the other side of the world...though we grow up in the same country....but this damn feeling?oh well...i know this would just pass...i hope so...tomorrow would be another day...but tonight watashi no kokoro wa zutazuta desu....hmmm...gotta smile now and cry never....wee....

skip beat

2010-01-28T09:54:00.000-08:00

wew..ka dugay na nako wa kasuwat..nweis...grabe na haller kaau ko sa akong ginatan-aw karon na anime...ever since naman jud anime lover na jud ko from samurai x to hunter x as long nindot ang story...lately lang gatan-aw ko aning "skip beat" na anime daghan man gud ga ingon nga nindot daw so gi tan-aw pud kow..but really it was not my intention to watch it at first kay akong gusto tan-awon jud is the 2nd season of K-on! pero sa Feb 24 pa mag start so then i checked the anime na skip beat..i thought at first na it would be like the same plot and all sa mga anime na medyo naay love story but its not naman pala..kasi its like a comedy,drama,love story? i dnt know kng naa pa ba jud xay love story kasi ang focus man jud sa anime is about kyoko's revenge to her childhood friend but it ended up na she like acting tapos na revenge thingy kay nalimot na niya and all...grr...gwapo jud c tsugura ren..ahahah...his the love interest ko noh ni kyoko...hmm..ahehehe...hahaiz naa pako sa ep 23...huhuhu...so sad...hapit na xa mahuman....huhuhuhuh

fireworks

2009-12-08T21:43:00.000-08:00

and now the end is near...ahaha...last saturday the xu days ended..aw...ahehe...grabe ka puno sa school as in..sa gate pa lang daan kay daghan kaau ga pila para maka sulod lang sa school kay para lang jud maka kita sa fireworks display..on which na anad ang mga tawo na sa opening jud..pero karon sa last day na nila gi pa buto..daghan gani kaau na palaw atong opening night but then it was worth it kay nice jud kaau ang fireworks sayang wa nako na picture...after sa fireworks ga ka anam ug kawala ang mga tawo kay mao ra jud diay tong tuyo nila..ug sa dihang mga 11 na nag fireworks tapos sa activity calendar kay 9pm lahi ra jud..pinoy time kaau...ahehe..pero aus lang gihapon kay nag bonding mi mga youth sa soccer field together with adrian....after pag pagawas na namo sa gate kay na amaze ming tanan sa ga fire dance ug gabuga siya ug kalayo..ahehehe...pag-uli pa jud kay ni hapit mi ni ate sa mercury kay nag palit ug ice cream..yummy au..aehhe...hope next year kay mas nindot pa ang xu days and maka play na sad mi again...wew..

day 5: this is it

2009-12-03T22:44:00.000-08:00

thursday....we had our last practice sa shooter before mo adto school...early bird kaau si kuya morris before 10 am kay naa na siya...wee...palakpakan...ahehe..todo practice gihapon mi..but also having fun...mga 12noon...ni adto mi school, we ate our lunch and nag hulat na magsugod...dili lang kaau nako idetalye kay...mao ni ang nahitabo.....

vocals: kuya morris and rose
lead guitar: kuya john
rhythm: arvi
drums: star
bass: me...

sorry sa vid dili kaau klaro...kay layo pero ok ra gihapon....

day 4

2009-12-03T22:38:00.000-08:00

wednesday...we had another practice and this time around complete nami..yehey! as in like todo practice jud...instead na mag practice ug 1 hour...gihimo namo ug 1 hour and 30 mins...kay para jud ma perfect pag ka ugma...we really enjoyed the moments..having fun with playing our instruments...ang mga vocalist ga enjoy pud...maskin ga ka kulba-an na pag ka ugma...ang linya ni kuya john kay believe in yourself lang jud... kay star kay be confident..ahehe..ako kay hmm....have fun sa stage..mag enjoy..at the end of the day we went home happy...ug salamat sad sa pag hatod ni kuya morris...ahehehe..and we were ready...ready to play and rock xavier...char...aw...

day 3

2009-12-03T22:36:00.000-08:00

tuesday...we had our practice..sa shooters lang gihapon kay nindot...and barato ra ang per hour nila...ahehehe....ang naa lang kay ako, rose, kuya john and kuya morris but still naka practice gihapon mi...we had fun habang ga practice...si rose ga problema sa bridge na dapit...gina encourage namo siya nga kaya jud niya...mao to...until nga nanguli mi..ahehe...

day 2

2009-12-03T22:19:00.000-08:00

hmmm...as i was saying we were preparing for a band auditions for batong bitoon para among sa among school...it was a requirement to submit the form which was provided para sa mga banda na mag audition..sa form naay nka sulat na band name..ug sa dihang wala mi kabalo kung unsa among ingalan sa among band...sa akong huna-huna kay dapat naay united...so i consulted my sister para sa name and she was able to come up with MUDI(musically united diverse individuals)and so i txted my bandmates sa suggestion and they are ok with so mao tong na name mi ug MUDI...at that same day nag kita mi sa music studio kung asa iheld ang band audition..after nga hapit nami ma complete kuya morris or c kuya john bato nag suggest na mag practice sa mi ug maskin an hour..so we asked kuya Ian (soundtable officer) if ok lang na mo balik lang mi after and he said na ok ra daw..so we went to patag music studio sa shooters...and there we rehearsed and it was a lot of fun kaau na kulba..ahahah...after an hour we went back and mga 5 or 10 mins sa pag abot namo we went sa music room and played our thing...and the soundtable officers were like saying patys kaau..nice...pero kami kay murag dili contentd sa among pag play...ahehhe..but still were hoping na makuha mi..so mao to we went home...pag kagabii ni adto mi sa balay sa kauban sa church kay mag overnight kay dvd marathon...habang nag watch mi ug "cool runnings" naa koy na receive na text from sountable saying na we are one of the participants na mag play sa batong bitoon and it was like..wow...jud kaau kay wala mi ga expect sa kadghan na nag auditions na mga maau pa jud...we were one of the luckiest..i forwarded the message to my bandmates and they were also happy of the news...the next day we had a band pictorials and also a briefing...we were scheduled to play yesterday (december 3) sayang lang kaau kay wala si star sa pictorial...so mao to na nag decide and band na mag practice inig balik ni star...

banda na MUDI day 1...

2009-12-03T21:50:00.001-08:00

what is MUDI?hmmm..it means Musically United Diverse Individuals...mao na ang MUDI...kani xa na banda na porma lang ni atong saturday(nov 28)kay pag ka sunday na daun ang audition..pero sa dili pako mag ba padaun mao kini ang nahitabo ngano na buo ang MUDI..last nov 25, 2009 ang soundtable na org sa among school (xavier university-ateneo de cagayan) wherein usa ko ka member...ang soundtable's aim is to aid in advancing the potential skills among young Ateneans in the Art of Music..kay sa among school man gud daghan mga banda nga naay mga potential and im so happy nga naay org sa school sama sa Soundtable...sa soundtable naay duha ka class ang naa nay banda (exclusive for xavier students) and kami na mga individuals like me...so padaun ko...nag patawag sila ug meeting for all the memember para sa upcoming event which is "batong bitoon" sa upcoming xavier days...its like a school festival and its an honor na maka play ka sa xavier days...sa meeting kuyo ton-ton encourage us individuals na mag form ug band para mag play sa batong bitoon..batong bitoon is not a battle of the bands thingy..mura xa ug presentation something...but ang maka apil ana na mag present sure jud na mga bangi-itan na nga mga banda..mao to nag meeting...after sa meeting nag tapok mi mga individuals para mag sabot...ug sa dihang dili man mag meet ang among mga schedules so mao to na nag decide ang tanan na mag kita sa saturday ug sa dihang ako ang nahimong secretary...ug ni abot na jud ang saturday..we went to music studio,ang first ni abot kay si kuya John, ako, Arvi, Rose, and pinsan ni kuya John na si kuya morris..at first ga problema mi kay wala mi drummer...ug c rose na among vocalist kay ga libog kung unsa iyang kantahon..c kuya morris nga pinsan ni kuya john naa ra siya didto kay mo tan-aw lang siya kay at that time wala say lingaw ug dili pud siya member sa soundtable pero taga xavier siya..then bleesing kaau kay ni naay ni apas and she's a drummer c star...mao to na completo nami...at first na hour sa practice wala jud klaro as in gubot kaau...nga wala pa ka decide kung unsa jud ang kantahon..until naka decide nga love story by taylor swift ug torete by moonstar 88..after an hour kailangan nami mag stop kay naa nay mo sunod na mo gamit,so nag transfer na pud mi ug lain na music studio..did2 samtang ako nangita ug lyrics sa torete..kani si kuya morris ang guitara siya ug ni kanta siya ug "always be my baby" and we were so amaze kasi nice kaau iyang voice and it was agreed na ipa vocalist namo siya sa band..at that time wala pami name sa band...pag balik nako ni ingon sila na always be my baby na lang daw ug love story and kantahon..dawbi kay si kuya John dili kaau siya hilig ug mga country music kay iyang mga hilig kay kanang genre sa "bullet for my valentine"mga hardcore, c arvi funk and rnb, c star bisag unsa day iya, ako?hmm..any basta ayaw lang reggae, funk..ahehe...mao to nag practice mi ug love story nga among gi paspas...paspas na version sa love story ug sa always be my baby daun kay medyo paspas gamay..mao to nag jam mi...after an hour nanguli mi..ahehehe...mao na siya ang nahitabo....

bagong blog

2009-12-03T21:43:00.000-08:00

welcome sa inyo..bag-o lang jud ko nag himo ug blog kay ang akong old kay dili nako ma access kay na down siya...this my new home para sa akong mga huna-huna ug mga pamalandong...happy reading....